Prologue:
The water slammed
against my skin as it seeped between my lips, filling my lungs with its weight.
I sank slowly, unable to fight back against the power of the water. There were
flashes of a life cherished, a life that was falling from my reach. With each
sinking moment, I felt a sense of calm take over. Death wasn’t that bad. It was
peaceful, the calm after the storm.
I
welcomed the water now, allowing the cold to engulf my body.
A
sense of tranquility overtook me.
There
was nothing to run from anymore.
I
opened my lips slightly, allowing the water to rush in now. I was sinking like
a stone, slowly fading away. My body wasn’t a match against the water. Jeremy, I thought. In my own bout of
selfishness, I’d forgotten about the brother who wanted to protect me. He’d be
upset that I’d given up, but I hoped he could understand my reasoning. If I did
manage to survive this, I wouldn’t be able to return home.
They’d
be waiting for me, wanting to finish what they’d started.
I
wasn’t sure what brought this on, why it was that I was drowning in a river. I
didn’t know who was responsible or what I’d done to deserve this. I didn’t
remember much of anything, to be honest, other than the chill that took a hold
of my body as I hit the river’s unforgiving waters.
As
I reached the bottom of the river, my head slammed against a rock, forcing a
shock throughout my body. I could feel the warm blood filling the water around
me. If the water didn’t take me soon, the head wound would.
Picturing
Jeremy, I began to fight back against the river, trying to escape its hold.
I
pushed and I pushed until I couldn’t push anymore.
I
had managed to make it to the surface, but it was too late now.
I
drifted towards the nearby brush, trying to free myself of the river’s hold, and
then everything went black as the life left within me was lost. There was no
fight left within me. I had lost.
I’m sorry, Jeremy.
Chapter One:
Chapter One:
“Don’t you think
we should get going?” Jeremy asked, gently nudging me in the side.
It
was going on 7:00 a.m. If we were going to be on time for class, we’d need to
leave now. Not that I cared, to be honest.
“Calm
your horses.” I didn’t bother to turn and face him.
We’d
been attending Gatson High School for the past few weeks. We had just moved to
Florida two months ago. The students and teachers were far from welcoming.
Although, I think part of their reasoning for disliking me was due to the fact
that I wasn't the easiest of people to get along with. Listening wasn’t my
strong point, I was told.
“Savannah,
come on!” Jeremy was pulling my arm now, trying to force me up from the couch.
I could hear my mother’s footsteps coming down the hall, her heels clanking against
the wood, sending a loud noise throughout the house. Crap, time to go! Jeremy started to laugh when he noticed my sudden
urgency to leave. To say our mother was strict would be putting it easy. She
was more like a drill instructor; at least, she was when she managed to remain
sober. We still had a curfew, a set dinner time, and we were to finish our
homework before going to bed. Children. She treated us like children still.
Grabbing
a hold of Jeremy’s hand, I grabbed my bag, which was still on the hook beside
my mother’s writing desk. I shrugged it on my shoulder and headed for the front
door, not bothering to see if she noticed we were running late. I reached for
the handle, flinging the door open. Jeremy slammed it shut as he followed
behind me. Yes, I smiled. We managed
to make it out before she could even utter a word.
“How
long do we have until the first bell?” I asked, trying to regain control of my
breathing.
“Well,
we may have already missed that.” Jeremy laughed, looking down at his watch.
Oh, joy. Yet another thing for my mother
to yell about.
“Do
you think Ms. Martin is going to send me to see the principal, again?” I asked,
hiding a chuckle. If there was one teacher who had it in for me, it was my
English teacher, Ms. Martin. It was probably my fault, though. I mean I wasn’t
exactly a star student. I hardly made it to class on time, and when I did, it
was seldom that I actually came prepared. I did my best to hide it from my
mother. But eventually she began calling the school daily to check in on me.
And that was when Ms. Martin and my mother formed some sort of friendship. It
was like watching a nightmare come to life before my very eyes.
Outside
of the house, my mother acted as a high-class socialite. She was always well
dressed and friendly towards everyone, but the facade seemed to have run its
course by the time she arrived home. She’d throw her purse on the metal table
beside the front door, which held a bowl where she kept her keys and a vase
full of fake flowers, and marched into the kitchen in search of her wine. Of
course, my mother’s friends and co-workers never saw this side of her. She was
skilled at hiding it from everyone but us.
“Well
if you actually made an effort to get to school on time, maybe she wouldn’t be
so hard on you.” Jeremy was laughing. His golden hair radiated under the sun;
his green eyes were captivating. Below his eyes were deep, dark circles,
allowing a sort of roughness to appear on his otherwise childlike face. He was
sixteen years old, a year younger than me, although at times more mature. Okay.
Maybe a lot more mature.
We
didn’t look related. My skin was olive, my hair a rich black, and my eyes a
honey brown. Next to Jeremy and my mother, I was practically an outcast. He was
the child my mother had hoped for. Me, on the other hand, I was the child she
never wanted. It certainly didn’t help that I was untamable in her eyes. Jeremy
was practically a model student. Sure, he was late often. Although to be
honest, it was usually…er, always my fault, but otherwise he was an angel. Good
grades, advanced courses, and respect for his elders (regardless of whether
they were drunken slobs). In other words, Jeremy was the complete opposite of
me.
Even
though we were different, I was glad to have him as my brother. He helped to
balance me, to remind me that I needed to think of the consequences
occasionally.
“Well
now, where’s the fun in that?” I replied, sticking my tongue out at him.
As
we walked down the street, passing the palm trees and houses aligning the road,
I felt out of place. To me, Florida wasn’t my home. This was where my mother
grew up, though. After my father passed away, she decided it would be best to
start fresh, to move as far away from Washington as possible. I understood her
reasoning, but at the same time, I didn’t agree. I had a life in Washington, a
life that was cut short when she dragged us here.
“Do
you ever miss it - home, I mean?” I
stared up at the sky, wondering if my father was watching over us. I wasn’t
into the whole religion thing, but I tried to believe that he was still here,
somehow.
“Sav,”
he whispered, pulling on the strap of his backpack. “Look, we’re almost late.”
He
started to speed up, creating a gap between the two of us. I should’ve known
better than to bring up dad, especially now. He was still dealing with his
death. And yet, here I stood, tearing open his wound as if it were nothing.
I
peered down at my watch and noticed that the second bell would be ringing in a
minute. We only lived two minutes from the school. But neither of us was in a hurry.
Our house was only a block away, close enough that mother would be able to keep
an eye on us. “Come on, Sav.” As the words left his lips, the second bell rang.
And we were late again.
We
were just about to cross the street when a security guard on a golf cart
approached us. “You do know the bell has rung, correct? May I ask why you’re
not in school?” Both Jeremy and I looked at him as though he were crazy. We
were directly across from the school, clearly headed towards the gate. Did he
seriously think we were trying to skip?
“We’re
just running a bit late. We were on our way,” I replied, yanking on my bag
strap.
“Really?
I doubt that, hop on.”
This
could not be happening. We were right across the street, staring into the
hallway by the parking lot. Was he actually going to take us to IS for being a
few minutes late?
“Crap,”
I whispered, hoping the security officer wouldn’t hear me. But of course that
didn’t work.
“Let’s
go. I don’t have all day,” he moaned.
Jeremy
stared at me, reaching for my hand. Let’s
go, he mouthed. Before I could argue, he was pulling me onto the golf cart
with him. Guess we’d be getting another lecture from mother tonight. I hopped
on the back of the golf cart, Jeremy taking a seat beside me. On the plus side,
at least I wouldn’t have to hear Ms. Martin moan about me being late. I’d be in
IS all day. Not too bad. I chuckled
to myself.
The
golf cart pulled up in front of the school. The security officer stepped off
and asked for us to follow him. I almost felt as though I was in prison. Prison
for being late to school? Ha. But that was what it felt like. He stood there,
his leg shaking anxiously, as he waited for Jeremy and me to jump off the back
of the golf cart. Jeremy jumped off first, turning around to lend me his hand.
“We should probably hurry. I don’t want to see this guy’s bad side.” His eyes
shot over towards the impatient security guard.
“You’re
probably right,” I said as he pulled me from the back. We walked quickly over
to where the security guard stood and remained silent. He opened the door to
the front office, forcing us in ahead of him.
“Hello,
Gary, how can I help you this morning?” the lady at the front desk asked. She
looked to be in her fifties. Her hair, which was reddish orange, glimmered
under the fluorescent lighting. Her pale blue eyes looked at Jeremy and me with
a hint of sadness. “I see you’re both back,” she said, staring directly at the
two of us.
“I
take it they are frequent visitors, then?” asked Gary, the security guard.
“Oh,
yes.”
“Well,
Susan, they’re all yours. I have to get back out there and make sure there
aren’t any other lingering students.” He laughed and turned to make his way
back out the door.
Susan
was a friendly old lady, but she had the capability to make me feel bad. She
was excellent with guilt trips. What could I say? Maybe even better than my
mother. Assuming that was even possible. “Savannah and Jeremy, how many times
do I have to tell you both I don’t like seeing you in here? I adore the both of
you, but you’re good kids. You have no business being here.”
As
soon as she finished talking, another security guard came walking to the front
desk. Mr. Simpson, my favorite security guard. Not. “Let’s go.” He waved at
Susan and turned out of the front office, down a nearby hallway. Jeremy and I
remained quiet. Mr. Simpson was a no-nonsense kind of guy. He already had an
issue with the two of us, mainly because we were in IS every other day it
seemed. “Jeremy, per usual you’ll be able to go to your second class. Savannah,
you, on the other hand, will spend the day in internal suspension.”
Jeremy
sighed while I stared ahead, not wanting to say a thing out of fear.
Mr.
Simpson only kept Jeremy in internal suspension for a full day once. He knew
Jeremy. He knew that his grades were good and that he didn’t get into trouble,
unless I was around. Which was exactly why he kept me in IS all day. I was the
bad influence, he said, the trouble-maker.
And
maybe I was. I didn’t actually care anymore.
I
just wanted to go home.
“I’m
sorry, Sav,” Jeremy whispered.
“Don’t
be. It’s my fault.”
We
stopped in front of two red doors. Mr. Simpson pulled a key from his pocket and
opened the right door, motioning for us to head inside. The room was quiet,
though overflowing with students. No nonsense. Talking wasn’t allowed. We were
to sit quietly until the end of the day. For most of the students in internal
suspension, it was torture, but I loved it. It gave me time to relax, to think.
But it also gave me time to be studied without notice. I never felt his eyes on
me, but I should’ve. I should’ve known something was wrong. But I didn’t.
Again, I need to state that the ending to "No Place Like Home" is an open ending. What this means is that, although you find out who is responsible for Savannah's death, you won't get to see the repercussions of that action. You won't see that person go to jail, and you won't see how the reveal touches those involved. Why did I write the story like this? Well, I wanted the readers to imagine what would happen next. If you're a fan of Law & Order or even Criminal Minds, you'll understand what I mean by this. Those shows don't answer every question and I love that. So I decided to do that with this novella. I'm aware that not everyone is going to like this, but to me, it works for this story.
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